Grapple Depression

Pandemic has made  everyone's life onerous. Its causing a lot of anxiety, sadness and depression. No one knows when is this going to over. Now, it's an era of question for everyone. Life has become appalling. Whole world is on  tenterhook. The stress of social isolation, the worry about jobs and health, and the profound feelings of loss that many of us are experiencing at the moment can trigger depression for the first time or exacerbate symptoms if you’ve already been diagnosed. When you are suffering from depression, then life becomes meaningless, our mental understanding interfere with our thoughts, thus leading it to negativity within us and surroundings. Spreading negativity is another type of virus. I think there is no cure of it. Months of social distancing and sheltering at home can leave you feeling isolated and lonely, having to face your problems alone. Being away from social life, gathering, love and support of our loving friends and family members is like a hammer and tong. We all believe n anticipating of the COVID free life. I think before it rounded off, thousands would have already been a victim of this depression. Once a person steps in to this depression, he will only like his own world, may you fanaticize him with the glory of this world. Depression make a strong place in our both mind and heart. There's no cure to it unless our self motivation and self determination wakens up. Depression starts after when the frustration level reaches height. Frustration has actually home within ourselves. With burden of household work, handling our kids tantrums, their home schooling. But I see some are enjoying this lives by becoming a chef in their own kitchen, sharing their food pictures on insta, facebook, watsapp, some are over eating to joy up their mood, some are engaged into video calling...share their love and emotions through  it.etc. What else one can do at home. Self isolation is killing every being. My isolation is completely different from above. 

I am very passionate about fashion. I found myself grief of frustration when heard of social distancing, no movements of anything. Lockdown gave cessation to my lifestyle. Being  a fashionista, I tried to lift myself up from being ceased even though we are hindered to stick to our homes. I became an online shopping  spree and filled up my wardrobe with new trends. Shopping is a great cure pill for my any mood boost. Shopping actually makes me feel  good on top of anything. I am being focused on what I desire and not on the stressors in my life. I didn't let my brain stress or frustration control my actions, I rather reacted in a more happy n challenging way. My one single dress or a nail polish changes my mood. Sometimes I dress up and look myself in the mirror and find myself solace in this challenging life. And I say thanks there's  still a bit of life left for me to live, let me peep in to the mirror for  some more time. Self mollycoddle is must. It can bring more love and colors to ones dull life. I cull fashion as my stress killer. What we chooses to wear is heavily dependent upon our emotional state. Even, Psychologists see a brawny link between clothing and mood and suggest we should put on clothes that we associate with happiness, even when feeling low.  Especially women's  are much more likely to wear baggy top and bottom when they have a low mood. Don't let your bad mood over rule your emotions. Whenever bad mood enters me I open my wardrobe  and see it filled with different colors. I brim up with joy....and  I love, cherish and feel the warmth of it. Complete happiness n healing for me.

 

Readers may find it funny to read but I think before life becomes nasty, get your own favorite armor.